in case you missed it on teh MySpace...

Alone AGAIN this week. Jon is gone for the 3rd time this year without me
I have so much shit going on and I am just used to having him here to be my shoulder to have a nervous breakdown with.
I want to go home where people know me/us. I feel like the last year in Boulder has been one of the worst. I want to come home. I want to be ME!
I have been living as only half me for to long and I just feel like every decision I make here is teaching me I belong back home.
Home--->>> to get hugs and kisses from friends, to laugh loudly and NOT get arrested for it(long story), to love what I do and be loved by people for being happy in that, to take Peggy to the bookstore on my day off, to go see my family for a weekend and eat crabs, to go see most my family rest in peace when I need inspiration from the ancestors, to sit on the beach and bitch about sand crabs, to haul stones and bleed on them knowing my heart help build something, to see all the babies I missed being born this year, to see my friends get married (that I fixed up), to see the Smokey Mountains in the morning and cry again, to go home and find just something of my dad's left,---

To celebrate our 8 year wedding anniversary (11 years together) where we met,dated, engaged,college-d,worked our asses off, joined 2 AWESOME families together, got married, contributed to the delinquency of our friends, introduced, counseled, and married them and learned the meaning of true friendship and love;)

i KNEW i was a little mixed...

Your Score: Simone Deveaux

You scored 50 Idealism, 50 Nonconformity, 20 Nerdiness

You think you can paint the future. Fine, paint one without me.

Congratulations, you're Simone Deveaux! You are a loving, dedicated person with a variety of creative interests. You may however, fall in love a little too easily.

Your best quality: You are a romantic
Your worst quality: You are a romantic

Link: The Heroes Personality Test written by freedomdegrees on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Quotes of a dead man...

So here are a few things that Rev. Jerry Falwell has said ...
Sometimes the heart knows best...

* “AIDS is not just God's punishment for homosexuals; it is God's punishment for the society that tolerates homosexuals”

* "It appears that America's anti-Biblical feminist movement is at last dying, thank God, and is possibly being replaced by a Christ-centered men's movement which may become the foundation for a desperately needed national spiritual awakening."

* "If you're not a born-again Christian, you're a failure as a human being."

* After the September 11 attacks Falwell said, “I really believe that the pagans, and the abortionists, and the feminists, and the gays and the lesbians who are actively trying to make that an alternative lifestyle, the ACLU, People For the American Way, all of them who have tried to secularize America. I point the finger in their face and say 'you helped this happen."

* “Christians, like slaves and soldiers, ask no questions”

* “[Homosexuals are] brute beasts...part of a vile and satanic system [that] will be utterly annihilated, and there will be a celebration in heaven.”

so what?

So what if I said

-"I hate this place so F*cking much I'll never come back"
-"If I don't leave I will be arrested for murder"
-"If I don't get out of stinky, smelly, moldy, Norfolk I will die of a sinus impaction"
-"If my clients don't stop "creating" my schedule my arms will fall off and I will have to cut hair with my smelly toes"

-"If another selfish m*f*cker tries to steal something from me I will cut their freakin' legs off and eat them"

So what if I say

- "I hate the people so much here I want ---oh so many ways which one?"
- "Bitches here are UGLY,ANOREXIC, OCD, controlling,manipulative,competitive,EVIL(and NOT the good kind), and NEROTIC"
- "If you have a good time you will die instantly"
- "Don't come here if you like food"
- " You need steel heels to get through WHOLE FOODS cause ANOREXIC bitches are in a hurry to get a bunch of Organic food they won't really eat"

and then I say-

Fuck it I am coming home. I am doing what I always wanted in the back of my mind and everyone is going to LOVE it or DIE;)


My whole head of hair is black.
History has changed today;)
I was bored...and I got tired of changing my hair to match my wardrobe or the other way around...


For all of you NOT on Myspace

This was funny and crazy how the songs were mostly perfect and I didn't lie;)
So do it and see what happens;)

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie

Opening Credits-Ubiquitous Mr Lovegrove-Dead Can Dance

First Day of School-Crazy little thing called love-Rihanna

Falling in Love-Sweet Dreams-Marilyn Manson

Fight Song-Eraser-Nine Inch Nails

Breaking Up-10,000 days- tool

Prom- Walk- Pantera (which I did walk almost home because the boy was a dick)

Life's OK-Waiting For the Worms-Pink Floyd

Mental Breakdown-The Jeep Song-Dresden Dolls

Driving-Road, River,And Rail-Cocteau Twins (FOR REAL)

Flashback-Turning Japanese-The Vapors(hahaha)

Wedding-Summer Skin-Death Cab for Cutie

Birth of a Child-Cowgirl-Underworld

Final Battle-Four Walls Black-Genitorturers

Funeral Song-Good Day-Dresden Dolls (that would be SO PERFECT)

End Credits-Bottom-tool (even MORE perfect than I could have EVER thought)


So work has been slow because people here don't do anything when there is snow on the ground...But my book is getting more solid as weeks go by...
mY sister's 3rd baby looks like Uncle Fester...My ONLY niece is GORGEOUS @ 1 years old...OMG I could never make anything that cute...I am working on a present for an unsuspecting friend and I can't wait to finish it;)

A Martini bar opened in Boulder and the dirty martini's SUCK dirty sock feet...

I have been wearing fake hair again...and remembering the days of the unspoken FAKE HAIR WAR in the Norfolk Scene...Such good times even if my hairpieces did get stolen...I guess it was a compliment?

The snow is just STARTING TO MELT and it is 45 degrees here...I might wear a skirt today---JOKING

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we are getting ready to leave Norfolk and WHOA I am tired and my liver was left somewhere between Corolla NC and 21st Street in Ghent...
oh there are stories and some pictures that have been deleted but are ever burned in my memory;)
I will miss my friends and Steve Scott is getting a card from us informing him he is not allowed to have vacation when we are in town;(
I have to write more later when there aren't tears in my eyes or a cute kitty trying to get into my luggage;)


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I want to go home

I miss my friends

I have naughty dreams about pretty much all of them;)

I NEED a real drink and STEVE FUCKING SCOTT needs to make it;)

REAL TAPAS--not half size spinach dip or chicken skewers

I hate shopping for others

I have crochet-ed to a callus on my left forefinger and thumb and they match...

All I do here is cut hippie hair but only if they have a coupon
the view here is awesome

if I wear a corset in public I will be burned like joan of arc----hmmm sounds fun

if I wear a leather corset i will be locked up with hairy psych nurses schooling me on the "new" feminist ways of western america and, buddist culture and the female aspect.

I want to be naked in a hot tub with...EVERYONE:)

no-no drugs
yes-homesick like WHOA!
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